Real quick. Your faith in God should never be based on what you feel about God. Your faith in God should always be based on what God says about himself. Look to the Bible to establish your faith. Lisen to what God says about himself and about you.
Do you have place your faith and understanding, concerning spiritual things, on feelings, sayings, or maybe some poem you found? If so, strip off that way of thinking and put on the words of God.
2 Corinthians chapters 8-9 (this is the primary scriptue for the Sunday message)